Sunday, December 14, 2008

Self-indulgence

Thoughts of her fill my head. I can afford this extravagance now the exams are over and no immediate deadlines loom. It makes me sad though, and I notice myself second-guessing myself - whether I can drop round and say hi out of curiosity, or whether that would be a Bad Idea.

Maybe I need to go cold turkey. This holiday should help as it's an enforced absence. However, these last few days beforehand are torture. I find myself staring out of the window wondering if she's around. For all I know she may have already left.

AcidCat

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