Battle it

"To know that one life has breathed easier because I have lived: this is to have succeeded."
--Ralph Waldo Emerson

I'm really in trouble. I'm really depressed. Fighting it is so damn hard. It's such a struggle to do anything, just the motivation to get up needs a battle every morning.

Need to stay focussed. Find glimmers of hope and perspective. I get mood swings so frequently. I can feel useless, and within hours have the resolve to achieve, then be back to futility.

I must keep going, but it feels so hard. I feel so alone.

I wish I had Faith, but I tried and I don't think I can Believe.

I finally understand the cliche that "everyone needs something to believe in".

I've got to do it.


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